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17.8.09

shifted

going over to the dark side.

singnet sucks so bad.

tumblr at least i can still rmbr how to link stuff using html.

jingzhou 12:25 PM [0]

2.8.09

this place has been sorely neglected.

the un-routine life has become the norm. i cant wait for n d p to end and my Saturdays to be free again. nothing beats 2 full days of rest in a row, whether or not the work is slack or not.

ive been pretty much losing focus on what i set out to achieve this year.
due to poor scheduling, responsibilities and random problems that keep arising:
1. i have not learnt to drive yet, which has been pretty irritating because i really want to get rid of that as quickly as possible so that my parents wont keep bugging me to learn. And so that i can somehow convince them to let me learn bike.
2. i have not taken up any academic diploma for the fun of it and to keep my brain somewhat fresh. and thats pretty late to start i guess. so thats that.
3. have not been doing things that i want to do. i guess i have always been pretty "ad-hoc" and spontaneous. but i dont think i was this "messed-up". somehow this just sucks so bad.

hey, im not blaming anyone or anything, im just saying i dont have motivation to do things. it's just my bad attitude and bad discipline.

*phone rings* somedays, i just feel like thrashing my phone and screw the responsibilities, but i cant. damn. im a selfish bastard and care only for my own welfare. and i know it. i know im really not that self-sacrificial, noble and allthatothershitvocabthatmybraincantprocessnow. that in itself is self-denial, something im supposed to be pretty good at (so says the facebook quizzes on pisces).

anyway, my english has deteriorated badly. i cant speak/write coherent sentences when i try to use proper english. plus, i can spell properly. plus, i never used to use plus at the start of sentences.

this entry has become pretty incoherent. i guess i shall stop.

oh wait, and i know this is pretty damn late. but can someone tell me the story of how i became king? okay then again, those culprits probably dont read this anyway.

jingzhou 10:26 PM [0]

18.7.09

its amazing how unfit i have become just over the past few months. been aching the whole week since i decided i should exercise more regularly again. sucks.

jingzhou 12:17 AM [0]

26.6.09

i hope they survive. please.

jingzhou 11:39 PM [0]

14.6.09

cold.

it seems funny that when sometimes people say things that do not concern me personally, but my lack of a reply (or rather, not knowing how/what to reply), makes me feel bad that i was not able to say something that could satisfy/comfort them.

im sorry if you were looking up to me for advice and comfort.

jingzhou 11:23 PM [0]